For this assignment I was supposed to make sure I was using setting to help reveal my main character's emotions, mood, and thoughts/inner desires. Today was tough to find time to write since I woke up late, took my car to have the windshield replaced, and had the ward Halloween/fall party. It was a fun day, but not too fulfilling. I'm hoping and planning on tomorrow being a better day for writing and life in general.
I'm starting to fall back out of shape....I hate it. I feel fat and chunky, and I can't tell other people how I am feeling because they immediately deny it. Not that anyone has ever seen me naked and can honestly say "you aren't pudgy at all" pft that is something only I can say. people are dumb. They are so concerned about feelings that they don't tell you the truth. They could at least acknowledge how you are feeling and support you. I want to be able to look myself in the mirror and say "I love who I am, I love how I look, and I honestly love my body". (I can say the first two but I want to be able to say the last one. Honestly.) Maybe I'll make a new blog soon for that...Since it seems to be helping me stay on track with my writing. :)
I'm not fat, and I don't hate myself or my body. But I don't love my body, and that is something I want to change.
...Not sure how I got so sidetracked...haha as you can see I'm a little more open with my thoughts and feelings when I am tired.
I'm having trouble focusing so Goodnight! ;)
Day 43 Completed
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